Tuesday, May 30, 2006

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alyson_ames @ 2006-05-30T18:57:00



What about fairies?

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Why Does Alabama Have 12 On Their Jersey

alyson_ames @ 2006-05-21T16:04:00

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey! Is there anybody there?

Friday, April 28, 2006

Swimsuit Mishap Stories

alyson_ames @ 2006-04-28T17:22:00



What, honey? I do not see on your birthday! I guess I'll be busy!

What happened to the three guys last? I think the other day I came across which we were invited to the party, but the other two I have not seen him ...

you know? Josh and I have done to fix all that remained in the house! Jiji, you must come to see, when we have the furniture and everything. It has been so adorable!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Blood Transfusion Herpes

alyson_ames @ 2006-04-12T14:35:00



¡¡¡¡¡¡FELICIDADES!!!!!!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Blood Tinged Mucus When Period Due

alyson_ames @ 2006-03-30T19:37:00



LE QUIERO

Tuesday, March 7, 2006

Is Orajel Safe To Put On Penis?

alyson_ames @ 2006-03-07T15:13:00

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Monday, February 20, 2006

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alyson_ames @ 2006-02-20T19:59:00



Cecilia, darling! How are you

staff in the laundry? Do you think you have some room open for someone else? Tell me yes, for fiiiiiii ...!


Friday, February 17, 2006

Why Am I Always Getting A Cold

alyson_ames @ 2006-02-17T19:41:00



'm dumb ...

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Country Sayings For Wedding Programs

alyson_ames @ 2006-02-12T22:56:00



How was todoooooooooo? Hee hee hee

Saturday, February 11, 2006

What To Use To Clean Home Grappling Mats

alyson_ames @ 2006-02-12T01:37:00



Hey, honey! I'm back! I threw myself to run over a few nights ago, and it worked!
Jijiji
Hey, what are you doing tomorrow? We can be a little while after dinner to chat, I can not remember when was the last time we spoke! Are you going?





Tomorrow after dinner I'll leave something behind the mirror coupled to the receiver again, okay? Then go outside the door. And from there, everything is controlled.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Dinosaur Shooting Bubbles

Mumbo jumbo >>>>> about the past ... Mumbo jumbo

I think what hurts me most is that when I was feeling bad and nobody supported me. That day was no more and only because a friend has cried does not mean I was crying about, just means I feel bad. They said they would put a lot of color ... but ... a lot of color ... What about? If you never said why he was crying! I never said it because nobody took the time to sit with me to talk, because they assumed that I was crying because my friend was crying and I had not told why. Please, who would cry about that? indeed, even I, who am weeping, cry for a thing. I might have felt last to wear because I wanted to say, but that never going to make me mourn, that stupid reason, I still do not understand why it took ... this is what bothers me, that I depended on them, I needed someone and no one took the time to listen and I ... I pucha ... I give myself the time to listen to all their problems, give advice pie to all y. .. GODDAMIT! I'm a good friend !!...¿ why nobody wanted to hear? ... A friend listens to you, a friend is concerned, it hosts a friend you when you cry you cry and ask why not assume anything, you only comfort, but your reasons are very stupid. A friend hugs you when you cry and you wonder what happens .... do not get angry if you say you do not want to talk about it, just hugs you ...

What makes me mad is that no will never understand how much it hurt me what happened. I felt bad for weeks that I felt bad, and none of my friends noticed. Ok, I stand because I can be very deceptive with appearances (though just waiting for someone to notice something at least). I hold, I suffered quietly, until I could not help. He concurred with my friend, I know ... but that was my day to mourn, or no longer take it anymore. Even my classmates who are not my closest friends consoled me, but my friends do not. Do not care of course, is, I think even gave them something to talk about. Is what they said about me after that was doing a "scandal" ... of course, because we all know that to me there is nothing I like more than to shock and all I watch and listen (note the sarcasm in this sentence). After many years of knowledge should know that something is charging me mourn in front of the rest, I feel weak, I feel exposed ... so never cried in front of anyone (maybe my mom max lol). They should also know that if I do not like mourn and cry and that day was because it really needed it. Damn, I support them in all, heard all. God knows my reason to mourn was much stronger than some of my friends and I felt bad ... but they never knew. To this day ignored how much I hurt, and do not pretend to know either. I talk about this bad, especially when I do it face to face with someone. The only positive I take from this is that I learned that at any minute people will stab in the back. They had no compassion, they had no problem in saying I was doing the most stupid scandal ... all this is saying that by the scandal but never said what ... because you never knew ... because they never bothered to ask ... they drew their conclusions by without even asking me why I was crying I felt like shit and that shit was over ...

I think, as a last thought on her topic before I get to mourn, what hurt me most is that I cried because I was lonely ... and that same day when nobody was crying about it and comforted me I realized he was right ... I'm alone, I have no one to support me. I mean, I thought I had it, but that moment helped me to know that no matter how friendly it is for my friends ... I can not have them. I can not. It may sound exaggerated, but nobody knows how I felt at that moment, nobody. I cried so much that day ... I choked with anguish. Now I understand why the entimientos portrayed with heart, because when you feel anxiety and pain in chest, like something is awry, like something you prick constantly there. I felt so alone that day ... had retained that feeling for weeks, and when it finally exploded ... I realized ... that really was alone ...


I think it's safe to say that where I live and my school does not find my best friend ever, a good and honest friend ... I'll have to wait for college.

I remembered this while I argued with my mom about my friends and the topic came out of nowhere. Every so often I remember and I'm angry with my friends ... but ... last issue, I agree and so I decided not to tell anything very private from now on. So Barbara, you never tell me my stuff when you complain, you tell me everything and I nothing, so do not trust much on people, because I knew that things as those passed ...


is safe to say that my only friends "intimate" are J. Fco and Ricardo ... I am sure none of them desilucionaria me. At least that Jose Rcardo ... does not yet put to the test (get ready ... Jose Muajajajajajaaaaaaa)



Now I'm all depressed ... but hey, I needed to say ... leave it "out there" ...



As for my friends ... could not care less ...


No matter, the still love you, I just hope that (if you have ever come to read it) understand how bad it made me feel I needed their support and how much it meant to me that day to share my pain with you .. . but or you were not there ... (I remember a certain Mr. Richi situation that I was bad ... again, my public apologies)

the estimated Still ... ... but do not expect you to trust my stuff ...

Friday, January 27, 2006

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I think what hurts me most is that when I was feeling bad and nobody supported me. That day was no more and only because a friend has cried does not mean I was crying about, just means I feel bad. They said they would put a lot of color ... but ... a lot of color ... What about? If you never said why he was crying! I never said it because nobody took the time to sit with me to talk, because they assumed that I was crying because my friend was crying and I had not told why. Please, who would cry about that? indeed, even I, who am weeping, cry for a thing. I might have felt last to wear because I wanted to say, but that never going to make me mourn, that stupid reason, I still do not understand why it took ... this is what bothers me, that I depended on them, I needed someone and no one took the time to listen and I ... I ... I pucha time I listen to all their problems, give advice pie to all y. .. GODDAMIT! I'm a good friend !!...¿ why nobody wanted to hear? ... A friend listens to you, a friend is concerned, it hosts a friend you when you cry no wonder why you cry and assume nothing, only comfort you, but your reasons are very stupid. A friend hugs you when you cry and you wonder what happens .... do not get angry if you say you do not want to talk about it, just hugs you ...

What makes me angry is that nobody will ever understand how much it hurt me what happened. I felt bad for weeks that I felt bad, and none of my friends noticed. Ok, I stand because I can be very deceptive with appearances (though just waiting for someone to notice something at least). I hold, I suffered quietly, until I could not help. He concurred with my friend, I know ... but that was my day to mourn, or no longer take it anymore. Even my classmates who are not as my closest friends consoled me, but my friends do not. Do not care of course, is, I think even gave them something to talk about. Is what they said about me after that was doing a "scandal" ... of course, because we all know that I do not There's nothing I like more than to shock and all I watch and listen (note the sarcasm in this sentence). After many years of knowledge should know that something is charging me mourn in front of the rest, I feel weak, I feel exposed ... so never cried in front of anyone (maybe my mom max lol). They should also know that if I do not like mourn and cry and that day was because in truth needed. Damn, I support them in all, heard all. God knows my reason to mourn was much stronger than some of my friends and I felt bad ... but they never knew. To this day not know how much I hurt, and do not pretend to know either. I talk about this bad, especially when I do it face to face with someone. The only positive I take from this is that I learned that at any minute people will stab in the back. They had no compassion, they had no problem in saying I was doing the most stupid scandal ... all this is saying that by the scandal but never said what ... because you never knew ... because never bothered to ask ... they drew their conclusions by without even asking why she was crying I felt like shit and that shit was over ...

I think, as a last thought on her subject before I get to mourn, that what I hurt is crying because I was lonely ... and that same day when nobody was crying about it and comforted me I realized he was right ... I'm alone, I have no one to support me. I mean, I thought I had it, but that moment helped me to know that no matter how friendly it is for my friends ... I can not have them. I can not. It may sound exaggerated, but nobody knows how I felt at that moment, nobody. Cry me so much that day ... choked with anguish. Now I understand why the entimientos portrayed with heart, because when you feel anxiety and pain in chest, like something is awry, like something you prick constantly there. I felt so alone that day ... had retained that feeling for weeks, and when it finally exploded ... I realized ... that really was alone ...


I think it's safe to say that where I live and my school does not find my best friend ever, a good and honest friend ... I'll have to wait for college.

I remembered this while I argued with my mom about my friends and the topic came out of nowhere. Every so often I remember and I'm angry with my friends ... but ... is issue past, accept it and then decided not to tell anything very private from now on. So Barbara, you never tell me my stuff when you complain, you tell me everything and I nothing, so do not trust much on people, because I knew that things like that went ...


is safe to say that my only friends "intimate" are J. Fco and Ricardo ... I am sure none of them desilucionaria me. At least that Jose Rcardo ... does not yet put to the test (get ready ... Jose Muajajajajajaaaaaaa)

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

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My pekes

Ainsssssss ...

I close this journal, but not how to do it!

Monday, January 16, 2006

How Do I Top Gas Meter Without Card

! Damn you!

Boring, boring, boring ... wow. Well today I got to talk to Ariel (Naty's crush) y. .. mmm .. rare kind indeed. He writes poems, is half the rate communist ... weird. Although somehow attracts me intelligence, is very knowledgeable, so I like ombres. I just finished answering a stupid question to emaoil pasr with time, would put here but it is rare when you get copy and paste. EEEEEEEEEEEH! Charmed has just started in the 24 (Sony), the chapter "Power Outrage" of the third season, I lost it because I got to talk with Barbara, but no matter, now I see. It is 4 and I am more awake than ever, I have a huge desire to read Sailor Moon fanfics poque not, those good tragic when Serena and Darien are pure issues and the other pair are responsible Inners, or maybe you would read a of those where Lita is behaving weird and all care about her, I like reading fics where everyone is concerned about a character, do not know why. I have a huge desire to eat chocolate as well, which is strange because I only feel like eating chocolate when I'm depressed, but you could say that if I am a little worried ... the stupid Ariel lift so he had a conversation " ghost of my past, "the (even more stupid) Gustavo. A rate of 4 means I said that was not bad and that somehow (William osicon culi4D0) came to the hatreds of the 4, and was interpreted as ... She likes now, so I knew This bothers me, even going to leave my initials in the yearbook, but this course was hac 1 year and still not get the yearbook but I have a (never fail my misgivings) that this year if they are going out. Public humiliation, as if I am not humiliated enough alone. I hate it! I hate the situation !!... well, like Ariel said: are eggs! if they are, but I'm always very aware of what people talk about me, and I can not stand to know that no one walked talking about me ... is that, Naty said (I'm good to quote people today): people will get tired of bother after a while ... I do not think Naty, pro thanks for the comment. I mean, is going to tire, but will be recording what has happened in their heads, and somehow going to keep going to issue more than it already comes to theme ... well ... enough on that subject I'm dedicating myself to watch Charmed m now ... so remember that a friend wanted to review fanfiction.net a chapter of your fanfic to see if it was good or not, I read half and I do not like, do not know how I'm going to say ... well, I dedicate this morning (tomorrow = today but at 4 PM)

Note of the day (PS): I gather with my friends today and saw "Hostage", apart from swim in the pool. The movie and sbuan, not much, but good (flat comment, I know ...). Alcanse not to invite the Naty because they organize at 2 am and pm in the Añana not call do not know why ... said he was not angry, but just that I can give my mehayan not invited, but hey ...

Sunday, January 8, 2006

Current Research On Albinism

HELP! Del

already I'm missing you!

Jelen, Sandra and me ... without comment.

Saturday, January 7, 2006

Alabama Number 12 Significance

pool, friends and movies

I have not fared so well. Do not think I have laughed so much since the last days of school arrived. Yesterday 3 friends came to my house, we wash in the pool (I burn a lot, ouch!) and we talked a lot. I laughed out loud, hurt em laugh so much padding but best of all was that I felt very comfortable. That almost never happens to me, I'm always conscious about something of mine that makes me feel out of place as my weight, or if I am ugly or not, if I am too fat with some jeans and stuff. But yesterday I realized, when my friends were in the pool that they do not really have mattered if he weighed 500 kilos, or has had 500 rolls of batting. I realized that these stupid (so I always refer to my friends that love) wanted to be with me because it made them feel good, I wanted to be with me because they love me no matter habalr as my face or my body. From there I relax and spend incredible. We saw more than a week after he movie "The Grudge" is not so good but to hang out is good. Also a friend so here is very scary in one part seize low-light and put a rare face brightened when the light she looked at me and cried, I laughed too much yesterday hahaha. One thing that annoyed me a bit if it was the lack of communication I had with my best friend. Indeed pass all the terd talking to another friend and I start to believe that I have more affinity with. I'd be canned that, after all, my best friend is my best AMGOO, you should be able habalr with everything without having to have those uncomfortable silences ... can give me that, but try to talk about something that would unite us more the movies. It is his favorite subject and I do not I'm so uneducated so here I take to give my opinions and listen Habal enough. Another thing that bothered me (not to claim, just try to equlibrar day, they have so much bad as good) was that my friend liked by my friend, and even though you do not like my friend likes to take siemrpe That theme, as on that took her hand and stuff. Not intended, it's like that all envy that someone liked it ... really ... not really annoys me that people over for any reason.


PS: They have never had a overwhelming desire to help someone but do not know how? Well, that happened to me yesterday. Ricardo! I did not know to tell you, I remain concerned ... lñlame to see how you were today day but did not answer. I hope you're well, call me for anything, I love you. FORCE!

Thursday, January 5, 2006

Wait Six Months Until I Get My Drivers Licence

alyson_ames @ 2006-01-06T01:11:00



feliiiiiiiiiiiz Birthday birthday feliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz you sir detectiveeeeeeeeeeeeee deseoooooooo birthday feliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz!

Jijiji, congratulations!

Wednesday, January 4, 2006

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alyson_ames @ 2006-01-04T23:13:00

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of Josh ...

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Ok, finally went out of the problem. My best friend had no problem with the shirt, did not care to leave my name, I think (and hate) to admit that my mom was right, I was the only one obsessed with the shirt. Enl also gave me a gift, a bracelet made of shells and beach very nice, brought from Puerto Montt. Yesterday I met with him and a friend gave me some can be the only woman there but after a while I move. We saw the movie "The Terminal", very good. I thought it would be more or less, but it is really great. We are thinking of going tomorrow to the cinema to see "The Chronicles of Narnia", the premiere in Stgo. We have gathered all week. Well, another good thing (for this week been full of those things, lol) is that I take a little anxiety that I had. Uhn was sad because my friends had gone without me to Viña, and thought for a moment but would return to be friends still and I was not going to take into account, but it came claiming that the other was flat and I had been searching all day to talk, so I feel good sabiaendo I'm still necessary in my group of friends hahaha. Yesterday was struck by a birthday gift I have since ... well, my birthday. It turns out that a friend has the CD "Make Yourself" by Incubus is one of the m missing, and I was going to give. The thing is I thought that it had taken his brother aultima hour and give it to me gave me no end because he lost or something, but it turns out that I had bought especially for me, which is very rare in the is never so worried about something or someone, but I felt good. There recently realized that I really appreciate it fed as a friend and I never noticed.

Note of the day: RICARDO! YESTERDAY I missed you! I thought all the time "kwack" and I remembered you, log in today! jajajajaja.

Sunday, January 1, 2006

Angel Lola Luv Slept With

2006 ... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HAPPY NEW YEAR! that they fulfill all their desires, hahaha. Wow, really thought that this new year would be the most fome of my long life of 15 years. I had the mistaken idea that all my friends were going to be at parties having fun except me I was going to happen to my family bored with a lot of old (no offense to my family ...), but it does not. I mean, at least a couple of my friends were more bored than I am, alone in the house. Now, I also know that my friends went to Viña (saccharin in the face that did not invite me here but I can not because if I was invited but did not give me permission) and I guess it will have gone well. I'm a bit of tin that have not bothered to call as did my friends, but ... I have called the ... I guess that just me, I can not expect everyone to be considered, but did not cost them nothing. In any case, it happens quite better than expected. We went to see the fireworks, ate candy that my grandmother gave me ... was not as fome. It could have been worse I suppose. My goals for next year are quite clear now:

- Learn more., Now gripping the habit of studying at the end of 2005.
- Out more.
- Make new friends. (Necesario. .. now!)
- organized.
- Be less weepy.
- Buy a phone with infrared.
- buy CDs that I need to incubus, Placebo and Saiko.
- Lose weight. (Urgente!!)
- End of seeing Noir.
- See all the movies that I was going to see the 2005 and never hise.
- Be more affectionate with my friends.
- Be less introverted.
- Find out what you want to study.
- Spend more time with my dad.
- not so worried about what others think of me.
- Feel comfortable with myself.
- Stop criticizing my physical.
- Do not depress me so much without substantial reasons.
-Find, if possible, a boyfriend (only if you can ... I will not look desperate)
- If I lose weight, wear bikinis!
- Raise my GPA from 5.9 to 6.3.
- more far with my teammates.

Something bad: The smart my mom so he had to tell the guys that were making me write my name shirt that big, when I expected it to be tiny so you do not notice unless someone will look. In any case, the shirt looks good, But Fran is on the lower edge and measures about 3 inches ... is what is most noticeable from a distance. I told my mom and dad also the challenge and gave me because, being New Year can note that he felt as bad about the shirt, so I said it did not matter and then we saw as we made do ... I wish there way to fix it ... but ... not that I do ... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO