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Disclaimer: (or do not know how to spell) This story is told for my brother, Philip. He comments in parentheses are ...


Within the world of the gods and the profane world, there are jugglers called Argod. " They, in this time of year recite songs and poems in the love between God and a Shinigami ... Here's the story:


When the worlds were governed by the Family of Gods Falhantar, there chaos and destruction in these: children disappeared, women were robbed, murdered men ... Everyone lived in fear and therefore did not leave their homes. So great was the terror that lived in them, that a village was exiled to be safe. In this Pirika lived.

Pirika was only four years, when by accident, his father, the Magician Kurapika, lost in the woods despair, which borders the forest need in the world of love. Pirika wandered for two years to learn all the worlds ... Your trip ends in the world of death, as it is to live in the Cenobio shinigami. Over the years, another girl arrives at the monastery, a certain Ruri, who also missed. Pirika and Ruri, as were the only women there were treated like slaves, forcing them to do chores in the temple and the monastery itself, and serve the faithful. Nevertheless, they wanted to learn the concept and the world of shinigami ...


K1llu7 is the God of the environment. Of all his siblings he stands in sabiduríay strength. K1llu7 is not a full-fledged young, hates his family. He was never treated with the respect "it deserves." In simple words is a bitter ...


been six years since living in the Cenobio Pirika Shinigami. Is a model student and also a "girl Cinderella." At night they played the shinigami, she went to the forest reflect despair and get some sleep. What we never expected was that K1llu7 would hang out at the same place. That day was to relax and went to bathe in the form of samurai (if it was as god, and enjaularían Pillari). Never before have encountered ... but today you can change the destination cruel.

Pirika was walking towards the lake restlessness, when suddenly a young man is swimming in the lake. Pirika ashamed and hides.

- "Great return to the monastery" - murmurs Pirika, but makes a noise more (steps on a stick) and K1llu7 realizes that someone is watching

"You're not part of the slaves my family, who are you?

- I'm nobody, I'm sorry - and leaves. But inadvertently drops the Death Note that was stolen, but now belonged to him. K1llu7 the collected and stored. "If I see you again, I give it back, if not, you fucked up." Yes, K1llu7 is rude when he wants.

The next night, Pirika goes in search of his Death Note, but not in the forest. He realizes that the samurai could have it in their possession.

K1llu7 lying down and reading the Death Note, at home, the Falhantar. Pirika comes and this happens:

"Give me back my Death note - Pirika angry cries

- Are you the owner of the notebook, now I belong, I will not quit.

- I shinigami in training, those rules are not for me. So give it back! - And tries to steal the Death Note out of hand. What she did not calculate was that K1llu7 a vampire and very strong. Worse, he is thirsty.
So K1llu7 disappears, Pirika lands in his bed and paralyzes K1llu7, climbing over.

"If I want at this time I can kill you, or I can make you mine ... You decide ... - Mumbles K1llu7 Pirika's ear, stroking his neck

- Over my dead body! - And hit him, Death takes the note and leaves. Pirika has its own character.

- What character is this girl! - Says K1llu7 surprised. In all his life "Bishonen" (boy-cruel) woman had never said no, and unless he had been beaten.

Since then, the two were astonished. The shinigami had never been so close to someone so authoritative ... and spoke so sweetly. God, I never met a girl with character and that will not melt with the first touch. They were attracting.

Within two weeks, the conference will be held to choose the king Shinigami. The former king died by his own misjudgment (suicide). Pirika want to go to be superior, but the highest-ranking shinigami who want it will not let you win. Sabotage the conference, with the help of older brother K1llu7, Miruki, the bastard. K1llu7 listened and "cares about something" (something far ) the shinigami Pirika [also knew her name] is going to help. K1llu7 calls itself the judge of the event, to check out is "The Shinigami of their dreams."

The first step is to get as many deaths of opponents, writing as fast as possible. K1llu7 made Pirika win, because he had changed the pen he had.

The second stage was to fight among swords, but Pirika not have a sword. Before the fight, he runs K1llu7 in the form of God. Rather, K1llu7 reach her, and despair, making the waist and leads to another dimension (that is within K1llu7, being a vampire).

- Pirika, I know you're trying to be the Queen Shinigami, but please be careful, try to hurt you ...

- What do you know? I do what I want and you should not get going on my way! - When you say that, K1llu7 felt a little wrong, it must be because it was the first time I tried to do something good for someone who cared, and tell him to leave. The problem is that it is very arrogant and does not ignore anyone. The taking by surprise and kisses. Pirika not accept and slap by perverted. K1llu7 now has a black eye and right cheek red.

fight begins, but Pirika not know how to win the five basic battles. You do not have a gun ... When her attacker was going to hit, Pirika jumps and kicks him from behind. Win a.

- Wow! That Shinigami no need weapons! It's great! - Say young children who were watching from the balcony of subjects in the coliseum.

- Yes, very good at her job - in the midst of the children was K1llu7 guise of "Dark Knight" (Vampires who dress in a "smart"). I was crushed because Pirika hit him twice. But instead of feeling hatred against it (as normal), it was falling hopelessly Girl " striking because they want to do him harm? That is not all the time.

already left his thoughts, he realizes that Pirika K1llu7 was losing in the third battle, because he had a gun ... Pirika is the daughter of a magician and a fairy, but his mother disappeared for disobeying the rules of the gods of Falhantar. So I just met her father. Pirika not know if Kurapika taught him magic, but the moment that came a deadly attack on her, an evil spirit came to her aid. K1llu7 was that he sent one of his subjects because not bear Amanda to see her dying. Win the third battle.

Pirika So was winning all the stages of the day, with the help of K1llu7, but she did not know. The Shinigami who want it, every time you went mad more ... Now I just wanted to kill ...

comes the end of the conference: finding a spirit guardian "to protect you. The Shinigami that are alive (three) had to go for a spirit in "the graveyard of human beings." They are supposed to be digging up corpses and steal their souls from the "Threshold de la Soledad ", but our protagonist went straight to Threshold. Big mistake. If you must go only to the cemetery is about something, then have the body, the soul comes automatically. It is also dangerous to the threshold. Spirits attract you gross lies and steal your soul, and wander with them in eternal exile. The evil Shinigami were waiting to kill and keep them with the world of death. Pirika was the only one able to rule the world with solemnity, justice and peace.

When Pirika arrives, he removed his Shinigami Death Note and chained to a dead tree in the dark place ... The spirits are waiting for the moment to snatch your soul and give your body a chance of fate.


The two shinigami arrived. Their spirits were not suitable for a king, on the contrary, they were pathetic, "A panda old and scabby, with an Egyptian mummy that if he moved, his body parts tore? Were stupid ... Although Pirika missing. K1llu7 not be trusted as the sadistic said the Coliseum crowd ("It has come because a spirit is not efficient"). His mind whispered that "something" you Shinigami happened to his beloved.

K1llu7 addressed the "threshold of Solitude." The scene he observed aterraríaa either: Pirika to die for twenty poisonous spirit that stole his soul. K1llu7 not support the bewildering scene and manages to draw his weapon with both suspicion guard to shoot the damned spirits who prey on his beloved. The spirits disappear after firing explosively. Break the chains that hold Pirika with their own hands and takes her in his arms. She was cold and howling without hesitation. It was with obvious features of "hypothermia"

- Pirika, answer me ... Please do not die, I need you - says blushing K1llu7. Never before had I felt true love and now his tragic Karma wore it. In this moment of despair, K1llu7 Pirika bites (remember, a vampire) so you can survive. She wakes up in a quarter of an hour and asks

- What is happening? NEED A SOUL! - Moves away, but realizes that only wear the red coat K1llu7 because his clothes had vanished by the chains.

- Pirika! Never lift. You're still weak - mumbles K1llu7 Pirika hugging. Now it is much quieter - Pirika, obsequiaré you something. You see the boy who is walking with bleeding hands and pockets? Yes



- Go get it - leaves Pirika to meet him as stuffy as possible. When the boy saw her, disappeared suddenly. Pirika caught him in a talisman. Back where
K1llu7
- now give me the talisman. - Pirika K1llu7 it happens and mystically absorbs its own lost soul. - Thank you. Lost my soul. I lost it when I fell in love Primea time. The girl was a subject of my family without my noticing. She really hurt me. As a token of my gratitude, I'll be your guardian spirit. We're now - making haste to Pirika in arms (again) and go to the coliseum "Kage no Tera (temple of shadows).

- Pirika the shinigami withdrew from the conference and being shinigami. Here's the proof: The Death Note. - Exclaims Shinigami higher than planned this whole plot.

- That's a lie, stated Pirika, with normal clothes (when he returned, his clothing was regenerated ) - tricked me have my Death note and not let me participate in the conference - at that moment , death note K1llu7 returns to its owner. He took it off the shinigami without noticing.
- CAN NOT BE! K1LLU7, MIDDI THE GOD THE WORLD IS THE SPIRIT OF THE Shinigami! - The two participants exclaim astonished by the fanatical crowd by Pirika

- Exactly. I found his soul in "The Threshold of Solitude"

- No. .. Maybe ... you ... you ... We have a winner! Pirika, the devastating Shinigami is the new queen of the world of death! - Out of nowhere a mourning maidens and carried Pirika to dress properly. Then comes a purple kimono adorned with figures of skeletons of dragons. Instead of a crown upon his head an array of moons and stars. They hung it up more behind the ears. K1llu7 kneels before such beauty, and to give finishing touch, remove the shading that accredits the Dark Knight.


Love blossoms.

been two years since the world is Queen Pirika death. Her friend is his subject Ruri principal (because he would not have a higher rank) and his love K1llu7 remains impossible.

K1llu7 parents already know about the existence of Pirika in the heart of your child. The wish to kill for this reason and also his world is at peace and harmony.

K1llu7 The Heart was already fully occupied by Pirika. All he wants is to have her back in her arms. For this overwhelming desire, and the wounds that have since the day earlier, went to bathe in the lake where he met the Shinigami of your dreams.

Pirika can not sleep. I recently discovered the ability to see the last of the beings of all worlds, only to feel his presence. That means, he saw what happened to K1llu7 and the same with all his past: people dead, the bleeding, a fairy tortured and half dead magician. What Pirika not suspect, is that K1llu7 was a spectator of the death of his mother and his father Torture (yes, the fairy died under torture, and the magician was saved, I'm not crazy ¬ ¬) . Went into the woods to calm down a bit desperate.

K1llu7 Pirika and were found in the lake. They were both nervous, that "suggestive" situation: K1llu7 Pirika dressing and he walks without wanting the same stick (wow, famous stick xD). As they did not know what to say, Pirika K1llu7 turns and ends of clothing.

- Why have so many scars? - Pegunta Pirika to K1llu7

- are all I have suffered - said getting the shirt - There are many fights with guys who have treated me badly. Most ended up dead.

Pirika had seen it all before. I was sad to see her beloved suffer for holding his feelings for her before their parents.

- Pirika, I know you see through the presence of people, who as Queen of the world to the death your vision gets worse every year. And though far from me ... I feel the same about you. - Pirika take no more tears and hugs K1llu7 in the back.

Needless to say that the two were not good, you just need one another. K1llu7 not resist and turned to Pirika hug. Wanted to comfort her and she does not like to see her mourn.

K1llu7 parents are planning to invade the world of Pirika. But when the night (while they were in the lake) realize (finally) that K1llu7
really feel love toward Pirika, and that is not temporary as speculated (I guess they do not know to be 2 to n ; you with pleasing her means that she feels more than friendship ...)
K1llu7's mother attacked no matter what her husband said. While Pirika K1llu7 was comforting, she tries to destroy the world of death, "the pathetic love your child feels about the queen of that world. "

- attacking the world of death! - Pirika suddenly screams and releases his love.

Then return to the world of death. K1llu7's mother was missing and soon to be destroyed, but as soon arrives and Pirika K1llu7 ... K1llu7 Pirika fires and calls the spirit that protected in the 3rd battle (not yet known to be a subject of K1llu7).

After 5 hours of mass destruction reaches Falhantar K1llu7 to fight against his family. Finds that Pirika is trapped by his brother Miruki, the bastard. Anti K1llu7 his brother to protect her, but wound of death.

Miruki, the bastard, is one of the gods with the gift to manipulate at will. Pirika led to believe that his brother just wants his death note to be taken into the body. So the protected. The
knocks
When awakened from torpor Pirika K1llu7 sees that lay on the ground bleeding. But the poor and was affected by the power of Miruki.

K1llu7's father, Silva did not want his son to be suffering. So I resolved to end the pain of his son's family. The cruel family who forged a bad way ...


K1llu7 awoke. But his love was not with him. K1llu7 not go! I tend a trap! Miruki planned everything with her mother to stay with K1llu7 Falhantar and murder: The successor of the family.

K1llu7 goes in search of Pirika. But she is tied. Miruki wants to "gain". With Pirika not play ... When K1llu7 found, Pirika was with another outfit, a maid. K1llu7
cap with his coat. He did not expect that she was carrying a concealed dagger, and the worst, Pirika buries her in the chest of her lover.

time is near completion Ragnarok, and Pirika not know what does. At the time Miruki was proclaiming the Supreme God, she manages to counter the hypnosis love that emerged from his heart. She goes in search of his Death Note.

When seen in the Miruki pants, pulls out the gun kept in the shelter K1llu7:

- Hasta la vista, idiot. - And shoot. But the gun was so heavy that you can not aim properly. Miruki making the neck to kill it. At that time, K1llu7 wake up anger that caused him hear many insults against Pirika:

- My protected not touch her again - and kicks the arm holding to Pirika, shoots and breaks. K1llu7 falls for his injuries.

- K1llu7, forgive me for hurting you! - Said holding Pirika as possible - I did not want to, but if you do not hurt me I do not believe that coaxed.

- No. .. Te ... Preo ... coupes ... - And K1llu7 closes his eyes. A Pirika, his tears. Not support the scene and he unbuttoned his shirt to heal their wounds.


Since the death of the Gods of Falhantar, K1llu7 was the supreme god. He was sleeping for such serious wounds and took care of him Pirika. The K1llu7 father, Silva, also took care of him. He gave a special charge to Pirika: The engaged to his son and became the Goddess of Death, DarkPirika the devastating Angel of Death.

After two weeks, awakened K1llu7. Next to him is Pirika (DarkPirika)

- What happened to me? - Holding the head
question
- After you kill Miruki to save, knocking him unconscious for two weeks - Pirika was dressed in a blue kimono with signs in Japanese saying 炎 (Flare).

- Where'd you get the Kimono?

- your father gave me before he left. I left in charge of everything ... y. .. we are committed - say a little flushed.

- Com ... Engaged? - K1llu7 also blushed. Never believed that his dream would come true.

- What about others?

- Your dad took care of them. He said that now is the turn of the property.

- Where is now?

- said he would go to the place it belongs. For their mistakes, go to the threshold of solitude.

- I can not handle everything myself ... It is too!

- In that case, do not worry, your father left me as the Goddess of Death, and you are in life. - Pirika invented what the God of Life, to see the reaction of K1llu7. - Oe, forgive the question, but ... What is your name really?

- HOW TWO YEARS AFTER YOU ASK ME THE NAME?

- Sorry, but I did not dare ... If I see you stare, I see the name "K1llu7" but not your date of death, you're dead. - Pirika says without looking flushed and the eyes

- what?

- You must have a name, an original name. After death one can change the name. Now I'm DarkPirika

- Okay, my name was Killua alive, but died after I renamed it "K1llu7, the bleak"

- I can tell you only Killua?

- I hate that name. I have bad memories. K1llu7 prefer.

- No thanks. Pirika If you tell me, I tell you Killua - gives him a kiss on the cheek and leaves. K1llu7 is flushed, but angry.


The End.

Someday I'll tell you about the other Gods (Gotheln, Eddye and Milly).

When K1llu7 and Pirika (DarkPirika) found the three remaining gods, decided it was time to take the remaining step in their relationship: Married.
They already loved unconditionally and had done everything to keep it intact.

The wedding was "easy for a god": Pirika was dressed in black (as the Goddess and queen of the world of death) and her guardian K1llu7 (knight night, but in black to match xD .)

As you may notice, in the course of this story, after three years of love and disappointment, the Shinigami (God now, with all his letters) and the God misogynist (who loves his wife ) finally dared to express his love and loving it bluntly.


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Legend Red Demon:

Legend of the Red Devil:


That night, we were two of us. For the first time we had a date, a bonfire on the shore of the lake. The Queen of the Night lit our love, if only we were looking. Him to break the silence, he took my hand and whispered,

- Amor, I will not break this wonderful moment, but something makes me anxious.

- What is happening? - I said - You know you can count on me for anything.

- My heaven, today I told a story, and legend has it that something bad can happen ... - My poor love staring at the fire, not atrevíaa see my eyes fixed upon him.

- Do not let yourself be guided by that crap. But leave me puzzled, what story would you tell? Please nárrala for me.

"Okay, sweetheart. This story is entitled "The Red Devil"


"The large main hall clock marked the hour of dinner. The two brothers, a wealthy family, were just sitting to enjoy a good meal, but out of his luxurious mansion, the poor were dying for a piece of bread. The younger sister, aged 15 decided to comment just a fact that shocked this morning.

- My brother, this morning I witnessed a strange event.

- What witnessed my little sister? - Question serene his older brother. With almost twenty years, and a look that hacíaa all the ladies, with or without class, he sighed.
"Today
executed a commoner. They said they made a covenant with the devil, and that he's transformed into a demon.

"Please, dear sister, do not believe these lies. All the nobles and commoners running we know only by their ideals of communism and they need more money. When abuse of his voice, "your time will come."

"But brother, that girl was not a communist, she barely talked about his family and was absent for the Church.

- That is the point, my beautiful sister. The girl was pagan, and she was eliminated that.

"But still well ... Before being caught by the flames shouted to take revenge ... and asked for my help to get out of the fire.

"My beautiful sister, with your smile and your eyes, sweetness and joy overflows. Anyone need your arms to be happy.

- Brother ... - The girl blushed - You're too sweet to me. After such praise, there was an eerie silence. Neither Miss nor his brother said a word for a period of time. His brother broke the silence:

- Are you scared sister? - She just nodded as a sign of fear. The large clock in the room marked an hour. Squeaks were heard from the windows, the wind did not run. Suddenly they felt cold, but no sign of winter weather there. The sweet girl's legs began to shiver, your body heat began to subside. They were a few steps toward them, but stopped listening.

- just ask for your help. If you said "She is my maid," I would be released and you own, by choice - He was suddenly a female figure sitting on top of the chimney.

- You're not dead? - Questioned the older brother. Hearing that voice as male, the female figure fell from his throne to watch it clearly.

- Actually I'm not human. My lord gave me eternal life - was absolutely Figure: A girl with black hair, very long, with a white mask hiding half his face white. Dressed in an elegant way: a red coat covered his chest and ran her hips a soft piece of satin. His legs just wore tight black pants and a pair of riding boots the same color. This girl made a bow to say the word "eternal"

- Who are you? - Asked the boy to see a mysterious beauty.

- I am your servant, Demon Lord of the nobility - and he uttered these words, the mysterious young girl approached almost to touch her hair, feeling the breath of this handsome noble poaching. He approached his lips to her lips cursed human, and they kissed so softly the young man was relaxing. The human heart slowly stopped beating, and white skin began to be cold as ice. The young man lying on the table fell, but the mysterious girl rested his body on the floor.

- What have you done to my brother? - Scandalously said the sweet young sister.

"Your brother, small noble ... Your brother brought me to where I belong.

-No ... My brother is an angel of the Lord, he never would give his soul to the devil - the girl whispered with tears in his eyes

- Miss Linda, your brother spoke so sensually as one of mine.

- THAT CAN NOT BE! - Said the angry young man. He took a knife from the table to attack the demon, but did not have that she was faster. He died instantly.

"Now, these bodies have to go. - Then the devil took the satin of her hips, placing it over the bodies of the brothers. When you remove the piece of gender sensitive, the bodies were no longer "I was

surprised to hear such a legend. It was quite old, but did not really understand why "something" might happen to my love.

- and says the legend, who narrate or listen to the story, the girl turned into a demon comes for your soul.

-Love, I can not believe you frightened by this legend ... - Suddenly, I felt very cold, but was near the fire. We hear footsteps coming to us, but saw nothing. My boyfriend was pale, and whispered that something bad was coming.

- Does mortal do not understand that when retelling the story, are calling me from the darkness? - A girl dressed in a coat, black skinny jeans and riding boots the same color, appeared behind us, but rather than wear a mask, wearing a red hat, like his coat close to the fire.

- red are the devil! - I and my vision faded to see her pointing a gun to my boyfriend.

been two weeks since that incident and my boyfriend does not appear. My friends say it was, but I know that the Red Devil took him, because he invoked telling the legend. It's dark and cold I feel the same this time I have heard the legend of a girl who was burned for heresy ... Perhaps his desire for the young of the nobility was only the love that could not demonstrate as a human, an unattainable love for a commoner, but this does not help anything.

steps towards me I can hear ...



FIN

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"The Tale of No Name

jajajajja nooo ... still can not think of a title ... But it will be the first to make science fiction ... Perhaps it will come along ... but in that case, divide
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In the Beginning of Time ... Jajajja would be interesting to start well ... ENGLISH jajajjaja but I write in Castilian ... uhhh! I will add the red demon legend (small instant memories.) Well ... Today in history class, the prof. Mary Elizabeth told us that every hundred years, the independence of the bits of the earthquake is always something ... in 1910 was an economic crisis (the beginning of a) and 2010 ... an earthquake ... Uhh and if in 100 years ... something happens? tadaaaaaaan be stuck wondering;)

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Many people who walk around the world practice the fine art of making others feel responsible and even indebted to them without cause. Satanism recognizes these vermin for what they really are. Vampires (...) psychic

Anton Szandor LaVey "The Satanic Bible

I eyes open. My mind is calm. I have no sadness in my being. Finally I spoke. After mourn, eating (I drove). I went to see my mom, because I had not gone to celebrate the start of the New Age of Matriarchal subjugate. she replied "No I eat at a table where there is distrust hipocresíay " (or something like that meant I do not remember the exact words). Then told me she had to prepare everything without help, while enduring the complaints of the witches aunts, a bad-mouthing the other, the guy speaking ill of your brothers from San Felipe and my grandmother ... She trying not to see the reality:

Crius monsters. At first, did not want to hear, I had enough of family problems, but I found him reason. These were the problems that saddens me. After talking to us, what happened to me at school and the future, we went to see a movie. While Travolta's film began with Robin Williams, comedy "Old Dogs" , my cousin arrived, my cousin Marco. He came to ask my mom, who had refused to eat. She said the same thing to me. And there reacted. I said, "Mommy, they are a sort of Vampires ... Vampire

-Energy - said my cousin Marco.

And between them, we told my mom about this kind of nasty things: We are the victims and force you to do favors, to feed your "goodwill." I told him that the best way to shake off these things are facing them, saying "NO" and refusing to follow his game. The first thing they will do, is playing the victim, but after save you. It's the most healthy, stay away from these plagues.

Counting things in my life, I can say that I'm white for these vermin, but luckily, my dear K1llu7 has always helped me to get away from them. Unfortunately, three of them are relatives of mine ... Left here four examples of Vermin, I mean, Psychic Vampires:

1 .- Psychic Vampire involving your life on your point of view. You control what you see, eat, dress, even how to think. Think you are a slave ... and what you believe. Her name is Lydia. 2 .-
Psychic Vampire
that monitors all your actions. Asks things like "Where did you go? Who? Why? It has a window in his house hidden mathematically. It is watching the street. Who goes and who comes. Her name is Jane. 3 .-

Psychic Vampire old woman who disguises herself as potion. It depends entirely on you. Do not let your life, and likes to be the center of attention. Manages to tell many stories, but if you realize it's always one, that keeps repeating. Her name is Mary. 4 .-

Psychic Vampire adolescent masquerading as dark. Ugly in appearance and spirit. Mentally may seem straight heterosexual or homosexual, just to get your attention. He says he loves you, and is capable of self-flagellation to feel sorry for her. Its sole purpose, as any psychic vampire, is absorbing the energíay good will of the victim. This vampire is more of a masochist misguided. Its common name is Ruth.

Well, these are types of vampires that I have encountered in my short existence. Most likely, there are more types, and some more evil, but if you want enough, you out of their networks ... You have to learn to say NO .

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Concern (Part II)

Concern (Part II)

Second day of depression. I saw mourn. I do not care. I have a scratchy sore throat. I do not know if it's because I got sick, or is a sign of my absolute sadness. My imaginary friend tries to make me happy. It does, because we are alone. Reach my family is going to shit my happiness. My mom wanted to talk to me. I asked what I do on Saturday. I replied that I did not know. Sure, my birthday is on Wednesday, but do not feel right to celebrate. Today we celebrate the framework of the roof of the house of my great-Hurra! Celebrate the start of the matriarchal oppression Hurra! Returning to the subject. My mom asked if I wanted to go to the movies, or spend money, buy a DVD and invite my friends home. A house party. Write it hurts. I do not want to take home. It hurts to be in my own home. I would like movies, but on the other hand, I do not like wasting the little money I have. But I will not invite my friends. I do not want to see my depression. I hate it when people worry about me. I feel it is necessary. But if we are part of a whole, each part has, and I think I did have, therefore, I suppose, that care about me, but I do not like. I am part of a whole, I will not be worth more than another person, animal or plant. Instead of worrying about me, help the endangered tigers, desert flowers, pandas, elephants, they need more help than me. I wonder what happens to me. Ment. The least we need is more concern.

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Concern (Part I)

Concern (Part I)

's cold. It is night. My chest hurts. I feel cold. Lonely tears flowing from my eyes. They fall on my nose, and I feel like I'm drowning in my own sadness. I feel lonely. With those three words summarize my resignation, displacement and frustration. I know I'm not. My dad is in the house and bathing my brother. My mom is not. For time stressed and grumpy lady took her place ... no, wait, she is. I've always said to trust them

But ...

In these moments, they trouble me. I tell her things, when I realize everything. And that troubles me. When I say it a second time, I rub on the face of reality. I help my dad to bathe my brother. I hope my turn, towels. While I wait, I look in the mirror What I see? Blue eyes, dark, with a touch of pink cheeks, somewhat bulky bangs hairstyle (rare for me), hair down, blocking part of my neck and seventies. What else do I see? "In perhaps? Nothing. I see nothing. A vacuum so abysmal ... that scares me.

After a blackout, people come. I do not care. With my eyes I see sadness and reluctance, no good, I think. I have to get used to solitude, like all my life.